Went to my appointment today, even though I didn’t want to.
Discussed a lot of stuff. Well, as much as you can in 50 minutes.
Seems like I’m still too hard on myself about certain things (like where things went wrong with my ex, having a crush on someone, do I deserve to be happy, etc).
I need to remember that it’s okay to feel down every once in a while - it’s not a sign of impending doom and gloom. I just need to track it, make sure that it doesn’t last longer than a few days. THEN I can break out the “doom ‘n gloom” crap.
I’m not 100%, but I feel better than before. That’s a win, right?
Random: So I’ve been telling my mom for YEARS that drinking a crapton of diet soda AND Crystal Light was probably not good for her. Seriously, she drinks at least 2 or 3 cans of Diet Coke a day, and 4 to 6 glasses of Crystal Light. She’s always kind of blown me off, even when I said that the aspartame might be making her fibro worse.
A hypnotherapist tells her the same damn thing today, and now Mom is all “Hey, so I’m going to try to wean myself off of soda and Crystal Light!”
REALLY, MOM? WTF?
It’s like that one time where I told her I didn’t bother yelling at her about overworking herself because it didn’t seem to go anywhere, and she replied with, “Well, it’s not like I would listen to you anyway,” and then quickly tried to back-pedal about how she values my opinion but people just don’t understand her job and blah blah blah.
/head to the desk, yo.
EDIT: I have nothing against hypnotherapy. I believe it can work, and I hope it works for Mom. It’s just the whole ”LOL my daughter - she’s so silly” that irritates me. I mean, I AM silly, but… uh. Anyway >_>
Det. Jane ‘Butch’ Rizzoli and Dr. Maura ‘Wikipedia’ Isles are lesbian and in love with each other but they just don’t know that yet. There are two gay-ish cops too. And there is Angela Rizzoli who no one knows how to describe. Maura sleeps with all guys. Jane kicks asses of all guys. Also Maura is better than girls on America’s Next Top Model.
Oh and save people too.
THIS IS AMAZING.